I'm not going to write this blog anymore.
It has been around for a long time and chronicles a lot of history and through it I have met some wonderful people who I have supported and who have at times supported me. But I found out today that I'm actually not who I thought I was to some people and that in one case I just seem to add a burden that isn't needed.
You try to be someone who cares and end up being something else.
I have some really bad stuff happening at the minute and perhaps I am just better off going through it alone. It isn't what I want but the reality is that friends let you down and electronic friends have their own lives very far away.
Time to go now....